My soul has found a home and I am attached. I have found how to live a deeply soulful life for me. I am living in the right home and space. I am living the life I was meant to live. I surrender or more like yield to my illnesses each day. I am full of gratitude for what they have taught me about really living fully awake during the last 11 years. I am saying yes to life and to life events – all of them on a daily basis. It is the first thing I meditate on each morning. I feel such a zest for life and still I have this sense of hypervigilance and distress. I surrender/yield to this being part of my nature on a daily basis. I am meant to write my blog. I am meant to live a contemplative life and to write about it. I will start to do this more often. I will publish more than once a week. Writing is part of my present and future.