I am on a soul’s journey towards a greater continuity of consciousness. I am deeply drawn in by a sense of wonder for the unknown and for life’s possibilities. It sounds great but it is really triggering my hyperaroused central nervous system. I haven’t been able to sleep for days.

I feel such joy and excitement for this endless journey. At the same time I have this desperate need for sleep and a regulated central nervous system. Again, this is my constant challenge. With each day that I truly suffer, I become much more compassionate towards myself. When I succeed with that compassion, I am deeply grateful.