I cannot believe I have come to a place in my life where I can honor all of my life experiences and myself and see clearly how they have contributed to my unique and whole self expressed in the world today. This includes honoring all of my stories of sexual assaults, early trauma and volatility as well as my illnesses – PTSD, Chronic Fatigue and Fibromyalgia which are a direct result of that early and chronic trauma. In addition, I have found the ability to honor the depth of my pensive sadness for my life experiences as well. This pensive sadness includes holding gently the sadness and suffering of the earth as well. At the same time, I hold gently the deep joy and bliss I have for my present life, combining love, safety and beauty. Again, this is all part of my full spectrum self being expressed authentically in the world and universe.
I am thrilled I have combined all of these pieces in my life into a state of pure wholeness. It took me 14 years to get to this place but I am here and I am living vibrantly and consciously as a result. To be in this place is to know great freedom and profound love – a dream come true.